My crazy life

I came out as trans when I was 25 , I knew I was different from the age of 7 but I didn't know what "transgender" was at the time all I knew is that I was different so I came out as "gay" that went on for like 5 years because I knew I wouldn't be supported at home so I hid it by saying I liked girls witch is still true now but I was just a boy trapped in a girls body , I was scared as hell to tell my parents so I just hid it until I moved out & then I just sent my family a group text message & told everyone except my father that I was trans ftm & that my name was Aiden. My family actually came around a little , my mom was actually trying & I appreciate her for trying,  I was scared to death & my fiancee is actually the person I came out to first  she helped make it comfortable enough to come out I always felt off with everything, my body just all around life , at a young age I always felt like I was a boy but I guess I never wanted to exc...

On July 2nd, 2017, 27 days before my 21st birthday I came out to my family as gay now leading up to this day was very hard for me to do I hid it from everyone for a long time but looking back now that was such a bad idea to not say anything sooner & I just felt if I didn't say something I would never say something it would kill me inside and that's not how I wanted to live my life anymore at all I didn't sleep at all the nights before. I wasn't sure how they would take it but then I remembered talking to my mom a while back ago and she told my twin sister and I that both her and dad would support any of our decisions in life no matter what. When I told them we were at my parents house and I planned to tell everyone in the living room so I can get it out faster but that didn't happen. I finally went to my mom and dad bedroom and I was talking to my mom about something and and out of nowhere I asked her what would she think about my being gay. She said that if t...